i fucking hate you.

Thu, 13 Feb 2003 08:51:13 GMT

DORMANT.

bye bye guys.

Thu, 13 Feb 2003 08:45:02 GMT

sorry guys...but im done with this journal.
i will add some of you to the new one...
but...
im not adding ANYONE from arizona.
sorry.
i guess its possible to persuade me to add you if you are an az kid...
but i dunno. i just really want to be done with that place.
so yeah. this journal is deleted as of tomorrow.
its been fun.

please tell the whole world i am free...

Thu, 13 Feb 2003 01:17:32 GMT

i have an official official valentine<3 for the first time ever.
yayyy :)
friday will be fun. sushi. movies. sleep.

on another note...oh come on. you cant be serious.
when will you grow up? i think a swift kick in the ass is way past due.
and amber...come back soon, k?
i need someone to talk to.
im pretty confused about a couple things...
and i just need someone to sit and listen and maybe throw some advice my way.
and thats you, gf.
feel better and come back to me<3

.its.not.healthy.to.live.in.the.past.

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 07:59:58 GMT

ok. a real entry.

sunday: got breakfast with joey.
went to anthony's house.
we went and sold his old car and got his new one.
its cute. then we ate and went back to his house.
and he washed my car<3
and we talked and i fell asleep alittle.
i always fall asleep on him.
ive been fucking exhausted lately.
drove all the way home only to find out we were doing anything.
damn it. should have stayed.

monday: sat around. ate panda express.
sat around some more.
drank apple vodka and watched dating shows. mmm
went to blue. so fun. like always.
came home and passed out.

i was tired and felt shitty today...but work went well.
after work i did a little grocery shopping.
i refuse to eat out as much as i have been [which was for every meal.]
tomorrow i need to deposit my check and call planned parenthood.
now im tired and i want to go to bed and listen to the rain.

oh. and i made a new background for my journal ;)

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 04:25:48 GMT

the only reason i am going to az next weekend is because of this one special girl...
and her name is jen joyce
she is the best girl in the world.
and the prettiest too.

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 01:17:46 GMT

im in a shitty shitty mood.
BUT. i just figured out all my money stuff...
and i was a little worried for no reason.
after all is said and done and everything is paid that i need to pay in the next week...
ill have about 200 left over. WHEW.
it feels sooo good to be able to pay my bills and have money left over.
i have been spending too much lately too.
looks like im going to be ok.

im going to get pierced soon.
and i think im going to go buy a new cell phone cover tomorrow.
i need more belts too. yep.
oooh and i need to get my oil changed before az.

Tue, 11 Feb 2003 23:19:29 GMT

my body hates me.
ever since i stopped taking birth control like a month ago...
my body doesnt know what to do.
i get my damn period every 2.5 seconds.
now i remember why i started taking birth control in the first place.
my body is totally screwed up with out it.
so of course it has the worst timing ever.
i need to go to planned parenthood. like soon.
i know you all wanted to know this...but i dont care.
grow the fuck up.
i feel crappy today. leave me alone. thanks.

Mon, 10 Feb 2003 06:22:49 GMT

Number of:
people on my LJ friends list: 69
whom I've met in person: 52
whom I've met in person more than once: 36
whose house I've been to: 26
who have been to my house : 38
whose precise geographic location I know: 56
whose full names I know offhand: 27
whom I've followed/been in touch with for more than 3 years: 2
who live outside my state: 47
whose journal I consider myself "addicted" to: 0
whom I've lived with: 3
who ive kissed: 10
whose ex I slept with: 0
who I'd do: 20. heh
who I've done: 0. losers.

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 19:57:25 GMT

last night joey and wussed out and didnt do anything...
then we go to get some food...
and we get back and who is here?
eric and derek. what a surprise.
we werent expecting them until monday.
eric is the most entertaining boy.

today im going to yorba lindaaa.
then tonight...dancing maybe? who knows.

pictures soon.
<3

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 05:19:43 GMT

wow...

Argyle Fetish (8:57:06 PM): are you warning me??
LittleKidThingss (8:57:10 PM): no...
Argyle Fetish (8:57:15 PM): someone kkeps warning me
LittleKidThingss (8:57:19 PM): ouch. bummer.
LittleKidThingss (8:57:27 PM): who'd you piss off?
Argyle Fetish (8:57:32 PM): nobody!
LittleKidThingss (8:57:46 PM): hmm
LittleKidThingss (8:58:29 PM): do you like new found glory?
Argyle Fetish (8:58:38 PM): fuck!!
Argyle Fetish (8:58:41 PM): they keep doing it
LittleKidThingss (8:58:47 PM): eek!
Argyle Fetish (8:58:57 PM): um no i dont
Argyle Fetish (8:59:00 PM): i think theyre kinda whiny
Argyle Fetish (8:59:01 PM): haha
LittleKidThingss (8:59:24 PM): what bands do you dig?
Argyle Fetish (9:01:24 PM): depeche mode, the smiths, psych furs, echoand the bunnymen, morrissey, fleetwod mac, clash, cure, ramones, tori amos, elliott smith, juliana theory, jimmy eat world, rancid, adicts, dead kennedys, the rezillos, jets to brazil, planes mistaken for stars, the killingtons, boy sets fire, glassjaw
LittleKidThingss (9:01:48 PM): wow
Argyle Fetish (9:01:57 PM): i have a wide variety
LittleKidThingss (9:02:21 PM): so i see
Argyle Fetish (9:02:30 PM): you?
LittleKidThingss (9:04:42 PM): insane clown posse, mudvayne, tom jones, the jackson 5, 311, sum 41, good charlotte, throwdown, hatebreed, atreyu, bane, botch, dashboard confessional, led zepplin, fat joe, nelly, shania twaine, garth brooks, color me bad, kriss kross
Argyle Fetish (9:05:06 PM): wow thats a wide variety
Argyle Fetish (9:05:10 PM): hatebreed rules!
Argyle Fetish (9:05:20 PM): dashboard is kinda whiny, i liked his further seems forever shit better
LittleKidThingss (9:05:59 PM): dashboard ROCKS
LittleKidThingss (9:06:04 PM): are CRAZY?@?!?!@
LittleKidThingss (9:06:13 PM): did you see dashboard unplugged on mtv?
LittleKidThingss (9:06:14 PM): omg
LittleKidThingss (9:06:16 PM): wow
Argyle Fetish (9:06:27 PM): yeah i saw him
LittleKidThingss (9:07:14 PM): so good
LittleKidThingss (9:07:37 PM): did you go to that phobia show?
Argyle Fetish (9:07:57 PM): yes!
Argyle Fetish (9:08:02 PM): it was hella fucking good!
LittleKidThingss (9:08:03 PM): how great was it?!@?!?@
Argyle Fetish (9:08:10 PM): awesome!
LittleKidThingss (9:08:17 PM): omg
LittleKidThingss (9:08:22 PM): i am SO jealous
Argyle Fetish (9:08:37 PM): dude you coulda asked me and you coulda gone with us!
hehe
LittleKidThingss (9:08:51 PM): next time im going for sure!!#!@#@
LittleKidThingss (9:08:58 PM): :-D
Argyle Fetish (9:09:07 PM): yup
Argyle Fetish signed off at 9:10:23 PM.

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 00:46:59 GMT

austin
anthony
austin
anthony
austin
anthony
austin
anthony
austin
anthony
austin
anthonasuit

oye vey.

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 00:38:35 GMT

oopsh.

spent the night with austin last night...........
eep :)

Sat, 08 Feb 2003 08:00:39 GMT

sakdjgaks;hdgjahsdgk
fuck working saturdays!
sdfojahsdgkja

Sat, 08 Feb 2003 07:56:36 GMT

[x.] name = bree
[x.] birthday = 1/28/82
[x.] piercings = 7/16" ears, tongue, nostril, septum
[x.] tattoos = 7
[x.] height = 5'5"
[x.] shoe size = 7.5
[x.] hair color = blonde and pink and red
[x.] length = short
[x.] siblings = chase
[x.] pets = :(

Last..
[x.] movie you rented = minority report and zoolander
[x.] movie you bought = zoolander
[x.] song you listened to = azure ray - displaced
[x.] song that was stuck in your head = nelly - air force ones
[x.] thing you've downloaded = some more azure ray songs
[x.] cd you bought = i dont even remember
[x.] cd you listened to = amber's hip hop mix
[x.] person you've called = my mom
[x.] person that's called you = either my mom or anthony...my phone is turned off, its been a while.
[x.] tv show you've watched = the michael jackson thing
[x.] person you were thinking of = ... ;)

Um..
[x.] you have a bf or gf = ill always have my gf, amber.
[x.] you have a crush on someone = yes
[x.] you wish you could live somewhere else = no
[x.] you think about suicide = i have before
[x.] you believe in online dating = heh
[x.] you want more piercings = yes
[x.] you want more tattoos = yes
[x.] you drink = sure do
[x.] you do drugs = rarely
[x.] you smoke = yes
[x.] you like cleaning = yes
[x.] you write in cursive or print = print
[x.] you carry a donor card = no

For or Against..
[x.] teenage smoking = eh. i dont care
[x.] doing drugs = as long as you can handle it...
[x.] premarital sex = for
[x.] driving drunk = against
[x.] soap operas = haaa. against.

Best...
[x.] tv show = king of queens. and blue planet ;)
[x.] thing in the world = love
[x.] thing to collect = trinkets
[x.] colors of all time = black, pink, red.
[x.] thing to do on a rainy day = lay in bed and read. or lay in bed and watch the rain. or lay in bed and make out.
[x.] feeling in the world = as cheesey as it is...knowing, when someone looks at you...that they love you.

Have You...
[x.] ever cried over a boy = yes sir.
[x.] ever lied to someone = yes
[x.] ever been in a fist fight = no

What...
[x.] perfume do you use = angel innocent
[x.] shoes do you wear = converse, asics or flip flops
[x.] are you scared of = heartbreak. heights. deep water.

Number...
[x.] of continents I have lived in?: 1
[x.] of drugs taken illegally?: 3
[x.] of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: 2
[x.] of people I consider my enemies?: a few
[x.] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: like once
[x.] of scars on my body?: too many

Have You Ever...
[x.] Fallen for your best friend? no
[x.] Made out with JUST a friend? yes, plenty
[x.] Been in love? yep. twice.
[x.] Cheated on someone? nope...er...no

Who Was The Last Person...
[x.] You touched? amber
[x.] You talked to? anthony right now
[x.] You hugged? amber

Have You/Are You/Do You....
[x.] Considered a life of crime? yes
[x.] Considered being a hooker? no
[x.] Considered being a pimp? no
[x.] Are you psycho? me?
[x.] Split personalities? pfft
[x.] Schizophrenic? uh
[x.] Obsessive compulsive? no
[x.] Panic? from time to time
[x.] Anxiety? once in a while
[x.] Depressed? nope
[x.] Obsessed with hate? haha. hatexcore.
[x.] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? i have before.
[x.] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? heh

Are You...
[x.] Understanding: mm sometimes
[x.] Open-minded: yes
[x.] Interesting: yes
[x.] Hungry: nope, just ate.
[x.] Friendly: yes
[x.] Childish: heh
[x.] Healthy: sure.
[x.] Difficult: very
[x.] Thirsty: nope
[x.] Responsible: yes
[x.] Sad: yes
[x.] Happy: quite
[x.] Trusting: yes. probably too trusting
[x.] Talkative: once i get to know you...yes.
[x.] Lonely: nah
[x.] Own a webcam? yep. its infamous.
[x.] Ever get off the damn computer? sure do.

Currents
[x.] Current Clothes: cute blue sweats, asian girl shirt, track jacket.
[x.] Current Mood: good.
[x.] Current Taste: red hots.
[x.] Current Hair: eh. its been better. give it a few days.
[x.] Current Annoyance: money...and i cant get warm today!
[x.] Current Smell: red hots.
[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing: kissing.
[x.] Current Book: lovely bones. i WILL finish it one day.
[x.] Current DVD In Player: spaceballs
[x.] Current Refreshment: dr. pepper.
[x.] Current Worry: money
[x.] Current Crush: :)

On Dating....
[x.] Long or short hair? both can be quite lovely
[x.] Dark or blond hair? dark
[x.] Tall or short? tall
[x.] Ms. Sensitive or Ms. Funny? both
[x.] Good boy or bad boy? both
[x.] Dark or light eyes? doesnt matter
[x.] Pierced or no? yessssss. tattoos too, please.

On Preferences....
[x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate
[x.] McDonalds or Burger King? burger king.
[x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? mmm a little bit of both.
[x.] Sweet or sour? both
[x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? rootbeer
[x.] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? allllll of the above
[x.] Cats or dogs? dogs. and chicken :(
[x.] Ocean or Pool? ocean
[x.] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese
[x.] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? mud
[x.] With or without ice-cubes? with
[x.] Shine or rain? depends on my mood.
[x.] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? spring
[x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
[x.] Gloves or mittens? gloves
[x.] Eyes open or closed? closed
[x.] Fly or breathe under water? fly
[x.] Bunk-bed or waterbed? bunk
[x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? hard candy
[x.] Motor boat or sailboat? sail boat.
[x.] Lights on or off? on

yeah yeah i got bored.
im tired. im pretty excited to go to bed tonight.
im also pretty happy with my life right now.
here are some pictures.

mmm

mmm

venice.

Fri, 07 Feb 2003 17:26:00 GMT

work was boring yesterday.
but joey and amber came and had lunch with me, so that was nice.
then right after work i left for anthony's
got there an hour and a half later.
watched zoolander and the michael jackson interview.
what a creep.
i promised myself i would leave by 12.
that didnt happen. i got home at almost 2:30.

im not sure whats going on tonight...
but i think that bottle of champagne i got for my bday might be calling my name.

im kinda stressed about all these bills that havent been paid...
ajksdhgajsdhgajsdhgasjdgh
i want to pay them today but i dont have them.

Thu, 06 Feb 2003 06:01:19 GMT

this song makes me sad.
download it. listen to the lyrics.

today has been a rough day.
i went to work and there was only one stylist working..
so of course i had nothing to do.
and then. well...joey is moving out.
going back home.
im sad. she is my bff/gf.
we arent exactly talking right now...but...yeah :(
i feel a little better because i talked to amber and she is going to move in.
so im not completely screwed.
im so glad i dont have to find some stranger to live with me.
...or move out of this apartment.

so anyway. i came home from work like 3 hours early.
to try to figure stuff out.
but i couldnt get ahold of amber.
so i went shopping.
new shirt...new underwear...new bra.
the cutest. im going to be cute tomorrow.
then i went and bought zoolander.
anthony and i are going to watch it tomorrow night.
littlekidthingss

<3joey<3

Wed, 05 Feb 2003 16:54:07 GMT

oye vey.

Tue, 04 Feb 2003 17:17:57 GMT

last night was so fun.
we went to blue.
danced and danced and danced
and met the best new people ever.
its such a small world.

today...working then
joey and amber will come have lunch with me.
then after work anthony is coming over<3

Tue, 04 Feb 2003 03:42:18 GMT

last night was so fun.
wow. drunk.
i called anthony like 34958y238964 times.
oh drunky me. calling sXe boy. haaa

i think my new userpicture is proof enough that i had fun last night...

my parents think my robots trouble

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 13:09:46 GMT

today...
work went well.
talked to anthony on my way home.
took a nap with joey for a couple hours and we had weird dreams...
very weird and scary.
went and had pizza with joey. ben was a creep. haha.
came home. brushed my teef. got purdy and drove allllll the way to yorba linda to see anthony.
hung out with him for a few hours :)
got home at like 4.
joey laughs at me everytime she looks at me...i wonder whyyyyy

now im fucking tired.
goodnight ;)

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 23:50:09 GMT

he knows how to make me blush.
oye.

i need to learn to let myself rest once in a while.
im fucking exhausted.

:)

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 16:47:29 GMT

last night was nice.
first kisses are cute as hell.

blacula died last night :(
he was over a year old...and fish just dont live that long.
well not usually anyway.
i guess this closes a chapter in my life though.
thank god.
i find it ironic that he died on the night i went on a date.
he will be missed.
r.i.p. blacula.

now i have to go to work.
but i wish i could sleeeeep till 2 then go get food ;)

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 01:43:33 GMT

last night was cleaning and cleaning our messy apartment.
then talkinging on the phone<3 and getting fooood.
then i stayed up way too late.

today at work ive been soo tired.
and after work...date with anthonyyy<3
im going to make him watch pretty in pink.

tomorrow after work...i get to go get amberrrr!!!
yay for seeing gf. and keeping her all weekend.

im a happy girl.
:)

Fri, 31 Jan 2003 00:12:54 GMT

i got new plugs last night...
my ears HATE them.
damn organic jewelry.
painnnnnn :(

Thu, 30 Jan 2003 11:02:57 GMT

cute boys are...cute. :)
i have a date on friday.
i havent had a date in quite a long time.
...im not sure i know how to behave.